Moments

 I picked up my phone when the ringer tune buzzed loudly on it.

" Hey , i get my bus and i'll call you later." this line i hear from other side on my cellphone . 

"Ok good and have safe journey" that was all i can reply in that short span of call. Everything passed in so hurriedly that ,  nothing else popup in mind at that time.

But i think i was wishing to say something else, like " Please dont go , i care about you . I love your presence and specially I Love You."

                                   

And i want to hear same thing from you that ," you do have same place in your life for me as i have."

You care about me always .

"Together we spent some good days and some amazing moments."

You were busy in packing your bag and i noticed that you have decided to left me here alone again . We were so busy these days that i didn't even pay attention that this time you stay longer than other days. I think these days were so pretty that i forgot complete that one day you have to go again and i will be left all alone here just like my random days.

 When you touched your bag than i come to know that we are not like normal other couple who stay away occasionally but we are more occasionally stayed up together. 

Please dont feel offended but i start to like my aloneness. I fall in love with this. Because here i feel more self loved person when you are not around. Its like we walk together in night to walk up together in morning. 

Now i find reason that why time passed so fast, its not because i enjoyed it but because i want it to end as soon as possible. So when you were not around i can be me again. 

I want to apologize that im saying this ," But truly you irritate me every time  for every single thing" . How you can be so depended on me when we are always stayed up on distance and just like me you have to do all your routine task by your own. Than why every minute when you are here , i become your caretaker person. 

My all peaceful palace become war zone, because when i can hear is all your voice , calling me every time to do things for you. Tide up your bed and than your clothes making food for you arranging schedule for you , but not a single time i can expect anything from you. 

My whole day just become a race zone where i keep on running without reaching anywhere. You dont even take a moment to ask me, how my life is going on. How i am passing my days and what are the thing which kept me busy these days. 

You never bother to ask me, " Are my days are going good?" 

You never feel my presence and never ask me, " is something good about my life too?"

"Hey bring my towel from roof, i forgot it there", this line broke my silent conversation and i run towards terrace and hurriedly hand over your towel to you. You just took it from hand without any eye contact.

Ziped up your bag and sit in drawing room area. I thought you have some time left for cab arrival ,so prepared coffee for both of us, sorry i forgot to ask . As when i call you for coffee and move cup towards you , " i dont want it now" the only response i received from your side. 

I feel bit awkward to ask you again , as you look so busy with your cellphone.

For fifteen minutes we were both sitting in same room , but with complete silence and finally silence broke with call of cab person from outside and you just blink your eyes and left the room without waiting for any response. 

What all i can do is to just sit there in same pose with full of silence but completely self oriented environment .