caging thyself

 caging thyself 

                                       

Just a word, is it.

No its not. Its not just a word. Once you are in , there is no way to come out , unless and until there is someone out to drag you out from that particular place, which have no materialistic existence. So definitely you need a person who would blessed with the same perception as you have , either for everyone it just joke!

In my early times , even i never attempt to understand my elders or senior . May be they have go through the same situation ( i think so), but when i talk to them there is no such relevance. Always got the advice stop overthinking and follow the same path or the footsteps as the other.

Feel frustrated every time  , when i receive this type of response. Like how you can be such soulless person. Its that easy , that i no longer feel connected to anything or anyone. Is this normal ? Do you face the same situation? Or my be im over reacting but at least give me some time to overcome .   

Nobody would accept it and say to you, But im saying it difficult situation and you need your own way to deal with this caging. Let me tell you, its not so that im not making any kind of effort to overcome this situation. Im doing everyday something new , to make myself better . But still i haven't find any solution. 

I know  there must be some person, for whom no such existence of caging . But im living it everyday. I cant explain you how i feel these days but everyday i try to accept it . At this age every person go through a phase : Exhausted with everything. 

I know you too experienced this. But you never mentioned and never ever will admit it . But im not courageous like you , i cant deny that nothing wrong here and truly nothing wrong with me. Here i have something which is like heavy burden to me . Which cant be seen but its here and i have no courage to accept it and live with it.

So if this is mine than i have to find the solution to get rid of it.  

Its the place which is created by me, so i the one who can come out of this easily . Would it be that difficult  . 

Just like the number of motivational quotes and books , think positive and everything would turn out to be positive. No its not working. Because positive energy comes from inside . 

And for this you need nothing much , just change the way how you see everything . put yourself away from that box and see the magic! everything is that easy. 

Bullshit.

Its not , its not easy.