Thanku Maa

Today while i was working on my laptop , my mother handover me a newspaper and focus on specific column and told me to read it once. My mother is  my strong pillar support and i dont even remember that  she ever abate me to do or not to do something.

  Your life becomes easy when you have at least one person, whom with you have full surety that to this one person you dont have to explain anything , and thats my mother. Touch wood , our bonding is like that where we can understand things with eye connection . 

 She never pressurized me for my studies, job expectation and my living style. I always have freedom to do anything in life specially which my heart accept. So today when she handed me this newspaper ,at first i was surprised .

 She mention that , " this specific column is bit confusing for her so she need my help to better understand it."

So i said ok , " no problem but after some time, as i was busy at that time".

And whole day passed with work environment, around 5:45 in evening when i tried to get some fresh air , i caught this newspaper and read that column , for which my mom is saying.

So this is " Rajasthan Patrika - Wednesday MOTHERS day " specials addition.   

And that particular column is of  Female writer / poetess  Mrs Pratibha Katiyar .

लाडो मेरी .....

                                

First let me tell you after reading this whole post  of writer , my eyes become teary . My mom  who always stand by my side , and tell me to experience new things . Specially when i see my relatives and society than i get idea that its definitely difficult situation when you take responsibility to help your daughter to accomplish all of her dream.  

  This poetess dedicate this post to her daughter so basically my mom who cant express her feelings directly, wants me to read it and specially to feel the love and affection she have for me.

So very first Thanks and apologies at the same time to poetess Pratibha Katiyar , if i make any mistake understanding her article. But im writing here thanks note by considering her and my mother.

Its begin with ....

  When she says that my dear daughter you become 18 now and i can see that you are now friend of butterflies . She can see courage like sky in her cute little one daugher eyes. This view of your eyes is so beautiful that she want whole world to be as beautiful to her daughter eyes 

She mention that those were the days when you have number of question in your mind and i always replied you with that i will answer you on right time. And now i feel that correct time is here but what i can see that now you dont have any questions left with in your mind.

The poetess mention that every person in this world should have some patience in his lifestyle. We all have puzzled life and so that we have number question in our mind and at the same time we want answer to all our question but this is not the way to deal with life.  

But we should practice do to live with all those questions. At the same time and keeping busy ourselves in growing new questions.  Because some time to those we are treating as question is not a question. Question is something else and we wasted our time on wrong path . 

Actually question are the reason why we living. These question needed for our existence and survival . Sometime these questions itself help us to find answer . Answer grows like new seeds between our questions. 

My dearest daughter , possibilities is very beautiful word which get its beauty from courage. I am happy that you  are aware with this concept. Those seeds of possibilities which we sowed together , are now visible in your eyes. 

Your eyes with full of dream , makes this world more beautiful place for everyone. I know that the way you gave me new things, the way you give new view points to see the world. Even whole world is waiting for same things.

Now when the first time when you are going away from me, than how many things of " First time" comes near to you. The very first time you will realize  whole sky is on your palm. 

You will get to know about facts of flowers laugh that how they get courage and how they feel in  strong light of sun. 

First time you will fall down and get up at own  and specially you will learn new ways so you can be safe from those new hurdles you will about to face.

The very first time you will find yourself to be covered with white bubbles. Same like this , i  to experienced in my whole life.

The first time i will see your departure and eagerly waiting for your arrival as well. I want to kiss your palm and your forehead but i am feeling helpless as im unable to do so.

You can walk in future with full of happiness to accomplish your dreams  without any pressure of proving anyone else. Away from all burden with all of near your heart and with top priority to making yourself happy.

When i read this whole post i feel so connected, because this is how i got guidance from my own mother. And im so amazed that  with this world full of strict limitation to daughters there is someone who is giving them beautiful life.

  The Mother..

Thanku maa , my first teacher . You gave me this beautiful life and specially gave me wings to fulfill all my dreams. I am glad that you gave me different perception from this whole world , where i can breath without any burden and stress.

And i promise that just like you , i will try to make this place better for each and every daughter. 

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