I prefer Silence between us

                                                                      

The car is running on empty road with medium speed and all i can see outside the window is that, some hilly slope in side way and beautiful sky with full of stars. I always love to watch this view and specially that too with complete silence. 

  Silence... I dont know how i reached this point my life ,  where i prefer to be silent and my surrounding too with full of silence. Better to have this silence rather than having communication which left you with unspoken reality . Between this peaceful chit chat with my own mind, i even forgot that im not alone in car.

We both are together , which is irony in itself.

We are sitting together but we are never together . This together situation arises because of festival or ritual in our tradition we have to part of as pair at our hometown. We proceed with by road journey and specially we start at noon time, so we can reach there till night at the time of ceremony time. 

Generally people dream to have this kind of journey for long ride with their special person but for me their is nothing magical. We are kind of people who avoid this kind of long time spending together situation. Because whenever we spent time together , its proven long history that the situation always turned out to be in  war zone .

So i continue to pay attention on soothing music and breeze passing through window. We can fight any day but this type of view , just like childhood painting theme of  hills , tree and open sky, is very rare to me.

Suddenly i noticed that we are following a way , which is not familiar to us. I interrupt  him while he was on phone call, that he miss a turn and we are on wrong way. But he just ask me to shut up and after cutting call , just tell me that do i know more than him.  

He dont like my interruption and with this give me clear instruction that, " just drive by yourself , if you know more than me". 

I nodded my head in confirmation to his sentence.

While i clearly know that  i just interrupt him once, but still rather than dragging conversation , i end up the whole drama , by yes affirmation. 

After all who want to skip those cute sheep babies who are busy in walking with their group , without any care . They just walking in line or following their other mates . They are not aware about boundary and road, but just following footprints, adorable when your elders are their with you to guide you and you can live every burden and responsibility  free life.

Why are you here in this car, does it not your responsibility to check the way too? Im driving and im busy in official call too, and you just keep looking outside. At least you can help me in guiding way , but you have time for only nonsense things.

I tried to remind him that , " i said you earlier ".

But he was so furious at that time, so i could not  even complete my line . So this type of situation regularly occur when im unable to put my point.

So i prefer to stay silent and i like silence.